Positive Thinking...

Send me through the air with a sawn off shotgun, i wont have the chance to complain, nothing's gonna happen, please don't worry sit back enjoy the decay, laying on the floor again whispering, saying i should take all of the blame, i'm sorry for being so negative, but there is no good in me, i'll go along with you, i hope to god it's true, push me off the edge i wont try to stop you, i'm already leaning that way, hopefully the concrete will swallow me, i dont want to just break my neck, rolling on the carpet whistling, screaming theres nothing left i can take, i'm happy, really, ideal, but i'm disintergrating into thin air, thank her then shut it out, thank her then shut her out, i'm ok, i'm ok, i think.